So in love.
We were beautiful.
Our long brown hair undefined and intertwined by love & legs & eyes
So much fun So much freedom So free
Perfect height perfect love
So perfect that God wanted us to share our beauty
I was wearing a long, plaid skirt I must’ve looked like a teacher wearing a vest and slip and all.
The checkup proved our love in fact connected in a way that was unexpected for two children in love.
Our eyes flowed like waterfalls eternal.
So unknown So scared Too young
But not too young for our bodies to work their magic.
My best friend at College fed me saltines in the dining hall.
It was pouring rain. It was Windy.
Winds were blowing the trees against the huge windows.
…was made out of love
The eternal love
The waiting room
My best friend from home held my hands…intertwined
My name was called out from some ghost who will haunt me forever
The recovery room with loving women holding my hand as I cried out to Him
The sobbing screams of a little girl who has been changed forever
(The screams that would, however joyfully match in tone the moment my perfect sons were born over twenty years later)
Sipping hot, sweet tea in my best friend’s kitchen miles away from the spot where love trapped us in a corner.
Too young So sorry
Native America like his father
Sturdy and blooming like his mother
Wait for the Wind to blow the red buds off the tree
Seeds to make more red bud trees from love eternal
You are the Wind that sings through my Red Bud tree, where the birds sing, the squirrels climb and play. I watch the tree’s silky buds fall to the ground. You push them off as if playing with the squirrels. The seeds become one with Mother Earth.
My Wind is forever My Love is forever
My aching love will wait until the time in space when I can see your God-like face to ask for forgiveness.
To Forgive Me.
In Native American the meaning of the name Nodin is: Wind.
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